Y Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Back To Posting. :DWokeup Late todae. wanted meet gio n des dhen go sch.but woke late so call my dad send me.went sch till like 9.40 dhen went home le.nt feeling well. my dad came n send me home.in the car gt arguement larh.JUST WANTED TO FKING TELL U DAT.THIS WORLD THERE IS NO STUPID PPL,THERE IS ONLY LAZY PPL.just this fking clear.im nt useless, im just lazy. _l_if u think ur son is useless dhen disown me dhen.i dun nid a father dat think dat im useless.im sick and there u go ur nagging,u think im rlly stupid?if i wn to studies i will,is just im lazy, dun expect much from me,cus i dun bring u happiness, i bring u all dissapointmentdat wad my life is. dun like me? hate me? dhen fk off larh.nobody ask u to like me? its ur life.cutting down on cigg, n bucking up on my studies bah.wont be gg out often le. my daily allowance gt cut n nw im getting screw up.i shall end here bah. post agn tml. :Dsorry for venting my anger here. didnt mean it. =(Loving U And Losing U Isnt It Wad Life Is?learn to pick urself up at the spot where u fall isnt wad u shld learn in life?1st time i saw u i felt dat u were weird.2nd time i saw u i felt dat afterall u are better dhen wad u use to be.the day i saw hw close u are wif ur boy,i was happy for u and wad i wanted to say to u all i kept into my heart.although i know hw tough n painful it is gg to be,but im willing to do dat cus if doing dat make u happy it is worth it.i dun have the courage to say it out,so i could only protect u without letting u know,till 1 time i saw hw ur boy had broken ur heart,u cried in a corner, till dhen i oso cried,i went to u n tell u everything is gg to be fine,u hug me n told me u wanted him to be bak,i told u i love you, u said u shld have said dat long ago,n u told me dat boy was just a subsitute for me,till dhen i told myself everything i do was worth it,first it taste bitter, second u taste sour, n third u taste the sweetness, In This World There Is A Love Called Letting Her Go, Cus U Know Dat Ur Lovedone Is Being Love.
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Ryan Loves Her <3
Tuesday, July 29, 2008