Im Missing Ur Love...

2008-08-09T11:51:00.000+08:00

MIA 2months tio grounded.

anything sms me 91693923 or call.

2008-08-07T19:13:00.002+08:00

Back To Posting. (:
todae went sch slept wholeday agn. lols.
been lazy this few days. dhen almost last period
gt spar liddat i join in lols. kinda fun leh.
after sch went home dhen do project n hw.
dhen nw here blogging off to dota soon. :P
shall end here tml dhen post bah.
cyas. :D

Wish You Were Here With Me At This Point Of Time. :(

2008-08-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

Back To Posting. :D
nt posting so often le bah. been busy n tired this few days.
went sch as usual slept throughout all the lesson except chem n chinese.
chinese was fking fun, guai lan wif the teacher like crazy.
tell us some lame joke i jitao HAR 1 time give her,
ROFL. after sch went to pool wif gio, sukri, des, k jun.
zz suppose go tution loh. tempt me dhen make me pon. :X
when home dota. was feeding. :X no mood n tired. =P
guess tml zhao-ing sch bah. any1 wanna zhao tell me.
come out slack. =P shall end here.
write agn tml bah. =D

The Feeling Im Feeling Nw Just Sucks. But Whu Cn I Tell? I Just Gt To Keep It To Myself. :/

A Heart That Is Shattered Thats Wad Im Left Wif.

2008-08-04T16:51:00.002+08:00

Back To Posting. :D
last few days no mood bo post. =P
woke up found dat my ear stick nvr go through the hole,
went to poke here n dere dhen manage to find the fking hole. -.-
went sch as usual,
sleep as usual, dhen physic gt test.
heng i study at last oso open book test ._.
after sch went parkway wif sukri n des buy bag.
i oso buy. kind of small but swee can liao.
dhen on the way joke here n dere. thoese 2 fking joker. -.-
Been kind of emo these few days.
thought abt alot of things, think back the memories.
haiis, i regret letting you go. :/
maybe i shld get use of the life without you bah.
stop here tml dhen post. go study liaos.. HOHOS. :X

I Totally Gave Up. I Guess.

2008-08-02T09:10:00.003+08:00

flu, stomachache all this u all cn tell i smoke?
_l_?
early morning good mood on com come find trouble wif me?
IF U ALL SO SMART? GO BE DOCTOR DHEN?
2 thing cn tell i smoke? _l_
wad this? you all nothing to do find thing argue?
come home argue nt enuff nw early morning argue oso?
if i rlly had a choice i wn to leave this fking home. _l_
i after sch dun go home say i go smoke?
i go tution oso say i go smoke?
dun trust me whyye bother asking? nw give me pobation?
u think i will even care? i dun eat recess save the money,
u all know le dhen take away my money?
dats wad i have save and u just took it away? without even asking?
wtf? dun let me go out? u think i fking listen to u all?
just fk off my life. i dun nid parent like you.
i did my work n you all said nt enuff.
i went to study you all say i was lying.
i tried to chng from whu im from the start of the year
to a new guy for you all. i even find ppl to study together. all think im lying?
forget it. there no nid a chng anymore. im living this life n im happy wif it.
to thoese paotoh-er in sch. is paotoh-ing ppl dat fun?
you all have no life? to paotoh ppl?
GET A FKING LIFE. _l_
nt happy wif me? lai lai we tok. whack u all 1 time start crying dhen tell cher?
so weak in the first place whyye bother paotoh-ing?

2008-08-01T22:10:00.005+08:00

Back to posting. :D
as usual went sch.
slept till recess. :x HEHE.
after sch went pool wif my 3 taoeh des, gio , greg
dhen after dat go makan tmd the food cmi tq.
eat le go home i vomit out. zz
dhen go tution. was dreaming during the whole class?
k larh shall end here tml dhen continue. =/
tml gg sentosa. btw tml any1 wanna watch qian bu guo yong?
at 12+. wan watch de sms me 91693923. =D

Girl, When you leave i lost a part of me,
it is still so hard to believe,
come bak baby pls,
cause we belong together,
I didnt mean it when i say i didnt love you,
i should have just held you and never let you go,
i was foolish, i was stupid,
Now im sitting here by myself,
never imagine life was so hard to get by without you,
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside,
I need you, need you back in my life, baby

I Just Need You Back In My Life, Baby. <3>

2008-07-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hoho. ;X back to posting :D
today cnnt wake up siol
but manage reach sch in time. :X
hehe kena for hair agn.
dun care. haha! =P
study study study~ dat my first piority.
dhen after sch go home chng dhen meet ys
go amk hub. slack n slack. study abit.
dhen met xueting at her hse,
she bring her sis down. sibei funny the sis,
dhen go order cake? thx urhs!
but hor u all go put HAPPY BDAE KOLOPOK!
zzz siao liao eh. T_T
k bah shall end here. tml dhen post agn,
tonight pls sleep before 12. 7mnth lai le.
to huimin ; guai kia u singing ur ge tai when? i wn watch. =P
tatas!

Hope My Bdae Wish Would Come True. I Nid You! <3>

2008-07-30T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hey All! Back To Posting. :D
Hmm? Woke up late agn. _l_ fk it.
went sch, and paid attention to all lesson!
first time in the year siol! bo sleep bo go toilet smoke!
OMG! x.x so pro. =P
after sch went bball agn. tmd plae wif 1 fking indon.
jibai like bu shuang keep foul me. karnina.
u big size u big fuck arh? buay keh yan lai larh. =X
dhen went home dhen on the way home.
SOMEBODY psp spoilt urhs? push blame to me.
tmd. nt my fault lorhs! dun care u! =P
stop here bah. totally no mood to continue le. x.x
just to add last thing. i dun smoke for fun, is to take away
the stress. u know i feel so fk up these few days?
tsk, i guess nobody understand bah. nbm.
continue tml. buhbyes.

I hate how much i love you so,
i cnt stand how much i need you,
baby, all i need is you, i still love you.
and the memories is just so perfect dat it cnt be replace,
take my hand and never let it go.
although i know u wanted the best,
it was never me,
im just still here, im waiting.

This Memories Are Just To Perfect To Be Replaced.

2008-07-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

Back To Posting. :D
Wokeup Late todae. wanted meet gio n des dhen go sch.
but woke late so call my dad send me.
went sch till like 9.40 dhen went home le.
nt feeling well.
my dad came n send me home.
in the car gt arguement larh.
JUST WANTED TO FKING TELL U DAT.
THIS WORLD THERE IS NO STUPID PPL,
THERE IS ONLY LAZY PPL.
just this fking clear.
im nt useless, im just lazy. _l_
if u think ur son is useless dhen disown me dhen.
i dun nid a father dat think dat im useless.
im sick and there u go ur nagging,
u think im rlly stupid?
if i wn to studies i will,
is just im lazy, dun expect much from me,
cus i dun bring u happiness, i bring u all dissapointment
dat wad my life is. dun like me? hate me? dhen fk off larh.
nobody ask u to like me? its ur life.
cutting down on cigg, n bucking up on my studies bah.
wont be gg out often le. my daily allowance gt cut n nw im getting screw up.
i shall end here bah. post agn tml. :D
sorry for venting my anger here. didnt mean it. =(

Loving U And Losing U Isnt It Wad Life Is?
learn to pick urself up at the spot where u fall isnt wad u shld learn in life?
1st time i saw u i felt dat u were weird.
2nd time i saw u i felt dat afterall u are better dhen wad u use to be.
the day i saw hw close u are wif ur boy,
i was happy for u and wad i wanted to say to u all i kept into my heart.
although i know hw tough n painful it is gg to be,
but im willing to do dat cus if doing dat make u happy it is worth it.
i dun have the courage to say it out,
so i could only protect u without letting u know,
till 1 time i saw hw ur boy had broken ur heart,
u cried in a corner, till dhen i oso cried,
i went to u n tell u everything is gg to be fine,
u hug me n told me u wanted him to be bak,
i told u i love you, u said u shld have said dat long ago,
n u told me dat boy was just a subsitute for me,
till dhen i told myself everything i do was worth it,
first it taste bitter, second u taste sour, n third u taste the sweetness,

In This World There Is A Love Called Letting Her Go, Cus U Know Dat Ur Lovedone Is Being Love.

2008-07-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

Back To Posting. :D
Well, woke up pretty early like 5.20?
went thomson medical center see doctor.
dhen doctor say something i didnt want to hear,
nbm i shallnt say. =( gt 2days mc but tml guess im gg to sch.
went home continue to sleep n woke up at 3+?
went to download hack n play. haha!
received a call from charlotte,
she ask me tml wn go slack mah? answer is i dunno.
=( anyways thx girl for remembering me after our break up.
haha! cnt fking wait till sat. holiday agn n sun my bdae! WOHOOO!
more present, more cigg, more wine! HEHE.
guess gonna to get thrown into the sea agn bah. x.x
okay bah write until here bah. cya! tml dhen continue! =P

Girl, It Only Left U And Me At The Dance Floor,
Take My Hand N Come Wif Me,
Enjoy This Dance,
Cus This MayBe The Last Dance Wif Me,
And Last Time Holding My Hand,
Dun Miss Me After Tonight And Forget Me Throughtly,
And Maybe Soon U Will Find Someone Dat Love U Wholeheartly,
The Next Time I See U Would Be Him N You On This Very Special Dance Floor,
And Smiling Happily And Not Wiping N Dance,
Take It As A Last Wish From Me,
Just Forget me,
Till The Point Dat When U See Me U Wont Even Say Hi,
And I Would Kept This Very Last Moment In My Heart,
All Ur Smiles The Happy Moment Are Inside This Very Little N Fargile Heart,
And 1 Day If I Die,
This Very Special Heart Belongs To You,
Containing The Perfect Memories,
Forget About Me Girl,
Take This Last Step And Never Return Back To This Dance Floor Wif me,
J t'aime Girl.

Girl, If U Wanna Go I Wont Ask U Whyye Just Want U To Be Happy. :(

2008-07-28T18:19:00.001+08:00

Suay Sia Tio Thrown Into Sea.
LOL ys almost tio thrown into sea.
Hehe Kope From Minghui de. =x
tq arhs! =P

2008-07-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

Back To Posting! :D
Early Morning tio 1 call asking me wn dota mai?
siaolian eh. ytd all say 1 game nia at last plae 4 game.
i slept at 5, dhen early morning 7 call me dota.
siaopeh. Todae went out wif des , gio, sukri.
go plae bball althought i gt flu just go nia.
plae till 8+ go makan dhen something happen make all of us luff dao peng.
from flu become stomach pain.
dat kopitiam owner english gt problem machiam pri 3 english LOL!
neighbours become neighbors
and due to the noisy in the coffee shop.
LOL joker sia. rlly luff dao peng bodoh.
just ate 2 piece of panadol hope dun recover dhen tml no nid go sch. WOOHOO! :x
end here bah. tml dhen post cya! :P

Girl, I Miss U Dam Badly. Hoping 1 Day U Would Be Back. :(

2008-07-27T00:11:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BDAE RITCHE KOR!<3

Back To Posting! :D Was Fking Fun Today.
I woke up late today dhen went late. i tot i would be late?
in the end yingsi they all latest. HAHA. ;p
suppose to meet at 1.30. i went 2.10? go dere see 2 ppl nia?
wth. saw huimin n her twineh minghui. dhen say 1 "pro" tomatoboii. LOL
dhen slack dere dhen saw gio. come in bo say hi leh nid me say hi to u dhen u say back de.
nbm i kio his psp n plae like crazy. 3+ dhen yingsi they all come? _l_ so late.
today special abit bought dunhill reds. nice okae! didnt regret. BLAH BLAH. dhen reach sentosa
plae volleyball or soccer dun rlly know wad i know is just kik the fking ball. n some idiot hit dao my lampa. tmd all take advantage all throw me into sea. ASSHOLE! _l_ nbm i oso expected it.
dhen nxt target JOSH! LOL drag him n throw sia dat 1 rlly power. gin n i drag him from shore to sea. LOL. dhen cut cake time. dat best thing. we wasted 30buck just to smash cake on rit face.
gin take the cake throw in rit face. LOL all think fun fair at last i throw half the cake on rit.
my whole body all gt the coffee cake smell. _l_ smelly sia. dhen nienie n wh n huimin n minghui gtg
dhen we plae volleyball/ bball dhen after dat go bath. yingsi take cab i follow to her place dere
dhen from dere take cab. HEHE thx yingsi pubor! :X
K time to go have a match of dota dhen go sleep le. FKING tired. -.- Have Loads Of Fun Todae.
Oh Ya i learn a new word. Winston stand for We Indian Never Surrender To Other Nation. rit n gin teach me de. HEHE.
<3
huimin ; guai kia
yingsi ; nuer
josh
gab
gin ; bro
ritche ; Kor
minghui
nienie ; laoniang
vivi ; Beech
jason ; pubor
xinmin
xueting

Girl, When you left I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please 'cause

We belong together

2008-07-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

Back To Posting. ;D
Morning woke up pretty early,
took bus to little india waited for des n gio.
dulan luhs! i miss 5 buss 48 leh! reach sch late 7.40
heng no late slip. HAHA! :x no nid stay back. =x
slept till recess time in class, after recess gt math test?
difficult cans? nbm larh i expected the result le bah.
after sch went to roxy wif sukri to eat dhen smoke.
So sien luhs, dhen sukri go pool i go home lorhs,
abt 6+ went des hse cus pon tution. HEHE. so happy
dhen 8 + went eat dinner dhen plae bball. so fun cans?
hehe.
tml gt 3 ppl jio me out dunno want go where?
vivo? katong? sentosa? hmm, tough choice.
tml see mood dhen decide bah!
Nites Readers! tml dhen post agn bah. most porbably ton-ing bah?

2008-07-24T22:54:00.005+08:00

hehe!,
finally done this blog. Thx GuaiKia ; Huimin for helping me.
long wanted to make a blog but find it mafan. -.-
went sch todae,
was quite early bah. dhen teacher say my hair gt colour
i think the colour came bak bah.
nbm i love it. WAHAHA :x
first period was dreaming luhs, getting flashback every nw n dhen
dhen get bored dhen go toilet slack lorhs.
come back check my bag i lost 1 cigg,
some fker took it, think i dunno tmd! take again i swear i will kill u!
first u took my cigg box n kept it for a day dhen u took my cigg? farni sibo?
dhen physic time went smoking.
after sch met greg n gio dhen decided go roxy eat?
dhen saw richman they all dhen all say go plae bball dhen go lohs
it was damm fking fun todae. full court rocks!<3>
k bah nthing much to post le bah.
gg sleep soon le hope it would be a sweet dream. =/